Fair.
I'm struggling with that a lot right now. I'm not even "old", I'm a martial artist, I'm a computer graphics artist, I want to design games, but I'm constantly feeling too slow to handle everything.
Am I getting dumber? Am I getting slower? Why is it taking longer to remember things?
And I feel my sense of imagination and wonder is slipping, being replaced more and more by "impending threats" anxiety: "Oh shit, food prices are doing what now?" "Wait what fundamental freedom are they now 'cracking down' on?"
A lot of artists and gamedevs and tabletop game masters all say they have "too many ideas." Lately I just see fog and don't know how to engage my creativity.
I wonder if COVID stole my brain power. :(
See, the U.S should've done exactly this when Russian shills/agents were taking over our offices, knowingly aligning policies, and ordering violent acts in collaboration with the Russian warmongering regime, in order to undermine our independence.
Sounds like Estonia nipped it in the bud.