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[–] allo@sh.itjust.works -2 points 1 week ago (1 children)

food. its for poor people that otherwise have hard time affording food

[–] allo@sh.itjust.works -2 points 1 week ago

i value life more the longer i exist, both mine and others, not less.

[–] allo@sh.itjust.works 3 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago)

oh interesting thank you for explaining. i do understand! that is sort of what i was thinking as far as wondering if i had done an actual good deed or if it could cause an overall net negative like that. You see the net negative possibility of how it turned out that also caught my attention i think.

unrelated because my behavior wasnt based on it, but in answer to your question she seemed middleclass and not poor nor a scrounger; probably wealthier than me (my behavior was a combination of 'sharing bounty that just befell me, doing good deed, plus she had just wished it'. It was a rare opportunity to instantly fulfill someone's wish. Didn't think of class stuff at all in the moment, but also i rarely do as a person)

thank you for the explanation! I appreciate the perspective!

[–] allo@sh.itjust.works 3 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (3 children)

weird thats one i hadnt considered so either i disagree or am not sure i understand. it happened really fast, was an unusual interaction with a questionable moral aspect, so I thought about it in the car, and then brought it up here cuz not sure what my own conclusion is. i like being kind, but i'm also highly against doing things to others against what they want for themselves. For me it was definitely questionable.

Maybe I don't understand you?

Having a foodcard means i'm poor btw, not rich, which I openly egolessly say. i guess just your comment is weird to me and im having a hard time connecting it to anything and not seeing where it's applicable while all the other comments generally make sense and answer it was a morally good thing to do independent of the questionable part.

😶‍🌫️

[–] allo@sh.itjust.works 2 points 1 week ago

nice usernaem too :)

this is what it looks like for me (in case u have different emojis). im possessing another body on tuesday tho, and physical forms always have different energies, so I'm about to change to a diff name :)

 

I was just grocery shopping and mysteriously had an extra 90$ on my foodcard. So I exclaimed to the cashier, "wow i love surprise extra money". The person in line behind me said, "i wish i got surprise money". So I took 5$ and tossed it in her bag, she said "No Wait Dont!" but I had already spun around and was on my way out of the store.

So what was that? Good or bad?

A good deed because it was kindness and generousity? Did her stating she didnt want it make it immoral and thus i should have stayed so she could give it back? Did it all happen as it was supposed to so that she would display herself as nonneedy, I could do the kindness, and, by leaving before anything could change, the state of reality was frozen as is for us beings within?

Please tell me whether I'm good or evil; thank you! :)

[–] allo@sh.itjust.works 1 points 1 week ago

tho, from another perspective, I can make more and more enjoyable songs for eternity. Same with nearly any artistically creatable thing.

 

genetic engineering? ai singularity perhaps? How do you intend to live forever?

 

I think infinity mirror's are cool. I want to get a smart gift like that for a friend. But not an infinity mirror. What other cool gift can I order online that's AS COOL AS an infinity mirror? Preferably 20$ to 50$

 

Don't feel excluded if you have no idea what meditation is or haven't learned an ancient technique passed down for 5000 years by ancient tibetan gurus. You can say something like, "listen to music and dance for 30 minutes before bed each night"

 

searched Lemmy Suggestion and no community seems correct.

I have a nice suggestion but unable to find where to put it.

 

I got Kotor 2 on android and it's teh funs.

I'm restarting as this man character because the character Handmaiden wouldn't join me as a woman and no matter how good relationship I got with any female character, no romance.

I looked it up and kotor 1, an ancient game, 'accidentally' had one potential lesbian relationship in which it seems they tried to erase the romance before release but didnt get all of it so one or two romance options still existed woman to woman.

kotor 2 tho they thoroughly made nonlgbtq and no options anywhere for anything lgbtq.

So kotor 2 is from a while ago and now games are often more lgbtq friendly.

thinking tho it's interesting how, because there are no options for woman x woman, if i want to have the option of relationships with women, i am forced to not be Lesbian but actually Transman.

Hence the topic. I would be more comfortable just being woman romancing women. But, because of the transphobia underlying the game, I am actually forced to take on a masculine identity for those relationships I want. It feels weird; like, because they removed all avenues for transpeople to be themselves, the only way to be near who i want is to go extra far and masculinize myself, as a woman, beyond what I normally would. Like they try to block trans but, in so doing, they reinforce it more powerfully. Same would be true were i a gay man. If i want male romance options, i cant just be gay; i also have to present female.

playing this game knowing what i do now, it feels like restriction of lgbtq instead reinforces it harder. Is this a more widespread facet of antiLGBTQ structures? only in digital roleplaying? meow?

 

'help' can include 'interacting positively with' and anything else done specifically for their benefit.