Looking back, I'd rather be lonely
If love means you own me
I would choose freedom
Here I am, still fighting the symptoms
Still mourning the innocence you were stealing from me
I gave unknowingly
So many times I dreamt about leaving,
But you were the high I thought that I needed
Now I know you made me sick
Cluelessly sipping that tonic
Believing you could give me everything I wanted
Turn a blind eye to your dark side
Stockholm syndrome kinda shit
Hate that you still leave me haunted
Nobody has ever made me feel so wanted
From heaven to hell in your spotlight
Damn it, you make me sick
An iron cage that you painted golden
The same one still locking me up
in the years I gave up for you
So many times I dreamt about leaving,
But you were the high I thought that I needed
Now I know you made me sick
Cluelessly sipping that tonic
Believing you could give me everything I wanted
Turn a blind eye to your dark side
Stockholm syndrome kinda shit
Hate that you still leave me haunted
Nobody has ever made me feel so wanted
From heaven to hell in your spotlight
Damn it, you make me sick
Sick (Sick, Sick)
Don't you know, you make me, you make me sick
Sick (Sick, Sick)
Used to blame myself but I know better now
Now I know you make me sick
Cluelessly sipping that tonic
Believing you could give me everything I wanted
Turn a blind eye to your dark side
Stockholm syndrome kinda shit
Hate that you still leave me haunted
Nobody has ever made me feel so wanted
From heaven to hell in your spotlight
Damn it, you make me sick