El_Scapacabra

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What Youtube channel has maintained high quality standards over the years? in c/asklemmy@lemmy.world
[–] El_Scapacabra@lemmy.zip 5 points 6 days ago

I always preferred Garbage Time, his car channel. Dude's hilarious.

What Youtube channel has maintained high quality standards over the years? in c/asklemmy@lemmy.world
[–] El_Scapacabra@lemmy.zip 3 points 6 days ago

Post10 is so wholesome. His enthusiasm for everything he sees and does always makes me feel calm and happy.

Do you ever feel like your life is "scripted"? Like everything is written by some entity controlling your life? Like you live in a fictional universe? Is this feeling normal/common? in c/nostupidquestions@lemmy.world
[–] El_Scapacabra@lemmy.zip 3 points 1 week ago

Autopilot. That's what I started calling it for lack of a better term. It's like my consciousness moves to the back of my skull and I'm watching myself interact with the world as if following a script.

For me it's derealization/depersonalisation (I always confuse the two) caused by complex trauma. Any social interaction can trigger it so I tend to avoid people now.